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i like this..... [05 Apr 2005|05:20pm] Take the quiz: "What's your kissing style??" You're a Klever Kisser 46 and 60: You're a Klever Kisser! A Klever Kisser enjoys being seductive and desirable. You're the kind of person that is naturally more erotic and aggressive. You enjoy being sensual and involving the entire body in a kiss. You don't mind displaying your affection in any location, and pride yourself in your kissing technique. You have an awesome amount of passion and heat flowing through your body when you kiss. You do not take kissing lightly, and tend to hope it will lead to more touching and sharing. Overall you are certainly the most sexy of the kissing styles, and you definitely keep the car windows fogged. Open.My.Eyes

i hate liars! [06 Mar 2005|11:05am] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | Green Day-Homecoming ] So yesterday was a pretty good day. I was really hoping that i could have gone to the Atreyu concert with leandra but my dad wouldnt budge for anything. Oh well... me n Jen went to the mall and the movies instead. I had a ton of fun with her. We saw cursed. Anyways I saw another one of my friends there and just seeing her had made me realieze alot. There is no way in hell that I will ever be able to look at her the same. No way that i can be friends with her. After Jen went home last night i just sat up for a while thinking and crying cause i feel like i lost of one the bestfriends i could ever have. TO FUCKEN DRUGS!!! All I have done for her since i have gotten home is try to be there for her as much as i could. It really doesnt seem like it was good enough for her. She lied right to my face and suposidly i was her "best friend" and "the only person she could trust" I dunno.. I lost alot of respect and trust for her. You know who you are and just so you know i will always be here for you as a shoulder to lean on but not until you smarten up and put your act together. I love you with my hole heart and sole but if your gunna treat me like shit or a second hand friend im not gunna put up with it. Other then that it was a kick ass weekend. My dad lemme rent Donnie Darko and Saw. Two kick ass movies. Leandra came over yesterday too.. We watched Donnie Darko and then i walked her home and we talked about a whole bunch of stuff! Like how she was going to the show and I wasnt. Lol i love her ne ways. Then me n Jen had such a kick ass time at the movies. I was dancing outside of the mall! it was pretty funnnyyyy!! She was gunna sleep over but her dad is an ass hole! oh well we will try again soon! Jen thanks for cheering me up!!! I LOVE YOU! Open.My.Eyes

AWESOME DAY! [03 Mar 2005|02:56pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | ThE UsEd ] So ya school is shitty as usual but today was unusually kick ass! Kt was in school today i was so happy! I was really worried about her cuz i didnt know where she was i hadnt talked to her in a lil over a week. ya but its her birthday today. *KT* The fucken love of my life!!! man what would i do without you? where the hell would i be right now? probally dead! I just wanted to thank you for that! no one in this world could come close to giving me what you have! i love you wiht my whole heart and soul!!! and HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! ITS JENNS B-DAY TOOOOOO..... *JENNI-FER* You are the best. You are such a true friend. Been there for me from the second i left till the second i got home! I am here for you on your birthday .... i hope one day i can repay you for all you have done! i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! I remember last year on this day i wrote in my journal that i was going to be home for both there 16th birthdays no matter what!! I did it!!! I love you guys to death........ Then in English Julie me n Meg were haven fun talking about the most random things!! oh ya by the way i have breast cancer on my back and hemroids in my nose!! lmao!!!!!! and that damn parret! lmao!!! ya i know im physco oh well! I left mr. mcdermotts adn went to the media center with kt and hung out with dan and Julie(the one i forgot about)haha and talked and laughed and just had a good time!!! i love life! it kicks assss oh ya and i fucken hate JP LARAMEE!!! the fucken hoe is a lil bitch! lol.... other then that things are kick ass! I LOVE LIFE <3kelma Open.My.Eyes

Whatta Vacation!!! [26 Feb 2005|03:52pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | From Autumn to Ashes ] So i havent updated this piece of crap in awhile.... things havent been the greatest. I have been doing a good job at putting the smile of for others though. For most of my vacation I was babysitting. That wasnt the most fun in the world. The other part of my vacation i was with my mom or leandra. Last night I accually slept over leandra house. That was alot of fun. Her uncle Jimmy gave us $30 and we bought chinese! yaa then we watched The Sweetest Thing, Without A Paddle, Freddy VS. Jason, and one other funny movie... I forgot the name. She also drove with me in the car. It was okay after she got on the right side of the road and figured out how to use the clutch! lol.... well we had fun... NOw im home.. today im going to a 50th b-day party for my uncle and tomarrow im off the to harlem globetrotters... that sounds like it will be fun. oh well im off now bye bye Open.My.Eyes

bored! [24 Feb 2005|12:39pm] [ mood | mischievous ] [ music | Green Day ] STOLE THIS FROM JEN'S JOURNAL!!! -, name – Kelly Anne Hodge ,-' nicknames - Kelma, kelmahodge, killa hodge..so many m ore '-, age - 15 ,-' b-day – June 22 '-, location - leominster ,-' height – 5'5*im not short! ,-' siblings – 2 sisters 3 brothers ,-' last person ... '-, u touched - cole ,-' u talked 2 - cole '-, u hugged - leandra ,-' u IMed - Dan '-, u yelled at – leandra -, have u // do you ... ,-' c0nsidered a life of crime -umm.. welll '-, c0nsidered being a ho0ker - welllllllll....haha leaC ,-' c0nsidered being a pimp - I AM ONE! haha '-, are you psycho – YES!! i gut the papers to prove it! ,-' split personalities - mhm yup! lol '-, schizophrenic – welllll... i think i might! ,-' obsessive - NOPE '-, obsessive compulsive – depending on the thing ,-' panic - oh ya '-, anxiety - ya ,-' depressed - sometimes '-, suicidal - THANK GOD IM NOT NE MORE ,-' obsessed with hate - used to be '-, understanding - depending on the thing ,-' open-minded - ya '-, arrogant - no ,-' insecure - no '-, entertaning – oh ya ,-' hungry - not right now '-, friendly - MHM ,-' smart - YA YA YA '-, moody - I CAN BE ,-' childish - yup yup '-, independent - YuP ,-' hard working - depends '-, organized - NOOOOOOOOO ,-' healthy - ya '-, emotionally stable - i am finally able to say i am ,-' shy - HELL NO! '-, difficult - oh ya anyone can tell you that ,-' complex - oh ya '-, attractive – HELL YA ,-' bored easily - YES '-, thirsty - no not right now ,-' responsible - for the most part '-, sad - nope ,-' happy - yup '-, trusting - yup ,-' talkative: oh ya! '-, original - YESSSSSSS ,-' different - oh ya ,-' lonely – sorta '-, dyed ur hair - not yet ,-' '-, piercingz - ears...eyebrow will come again soooooon! ,-' tattoos - nope '-, floss daily- yeah '-, ever get off the darn computer - rarly ,-' sprechen sie deutsche? say what? '-, habla espanol - Not Really ,-' '-, currently .. ,-' clothe`z – chelsey's pj pants and my tiedie shirt '-, mo0d – joyful ,-' taste - pringles '-, hair – just straightened it ,-' annoyance - you dont wanna know '-, smell - you dont wanna know that either ,-' thing you ought to be doing – hw '-, desktop picture – the ring thing ,-' favorite Group - Green Day '-, b0ok - Go Ask Alice ,-' DVD In Player - DANE COOK '-, refreshment - dunno ,-' worry - Cole '-, song – Last Kiss -Pearl Jam ,-' '-, ,-' current favorite... '-, celebrity - dunno ,-' food – pizza '-, drink – water ,-' color - green '-, shoe`z - DCs ,-' candy – anythign '-, TV Show - Law and Order SVU ,-' m0vie – The Labrynth '-, vegtable - NONE ,-' fruit - strawberrys! opposite sex: '-, long or short hair - well long enough to be in his eyes ,-' dark or blond hair - dark '-, tall or short - tall ,-' mr.sensitive or mr.funny - mr. funny '-, good guy or bad guy - bad boy ,-' dark or light eyes - light '-, hat or no hat - dont matter pierced or no - pierced '-, freckles or none - doesnt matter ,-' stubble or neatly shaved? shaved!! '-, rugged outdoorsy type or sporty type - outdoorsy ,-' '-, preferences ... ,-' chocolate milk or hot chocolate - hott chocolatay! '-, mcdonalds or burger King - BURGER KING ,-' marry tha perfect lover or the perfect friend - lover '-, sweet or sour - sweet ,-' root beer or dr. Pepper - dr. pepper '-, sappy // action // comedy // horror- horror ,-' cats or dogs - dogs '-, ocean or Pool - ocean ,-' cool ranch or nacho cheese - cool ranch '-, mud or jell-0 wrestling – mudd ,-' with or without ice-cubes - without '-, shine or rain? rain ,-' winter // summer // spring // fall// - SuMmEr '-, vanilla or chocolate - chocolate ,-' gloves or mittens - gloves '-, eyes open or closed - depends ' fly or breathe under water - fly '-, bunk-bed or waterbed - waterbed baby!!! ,-' chewing gum or hard candy - gum '-, motor boat or sailboat - motor ,-' lights on or off - off '-, chicken or fish - fish ,-' '-, your favorite ... ,-' number - 6 '-, holiday - christmas ,-' radio station - 106.3 '-, place - my grandma's back yard!! ,-' flower - white rose '-, scent - whatever my ex-boyfriend wears!! Open.My.Eyes

[21 Feb 2005|06:25pm] [ mood | angry ] I HATE IT WHEN GUYS USE THE WORD LOVE AND YOU KNOW THEY ARE FUCKING LYING THEIR ASSES OFF JUST YOU GET YOU IN FUCKEN BED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ASS HOLES Open.My.Eyes

CUZ IM BORED [21 Feb 2005|06:08pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Pillar - rewind ] 1. First Name: Kelly 2. Were you named after anyone? no just cuz im irish 3. Do you wish on stars? i did acouple of times 4. Which finger is your favorite finger? the middle one! 5. When did you last cry? last night 6. Do you like your handwriting? accually i do 7. What is your favorite lunch meat? turkey 8. Any bad habits? of course 9. The most embarrassing CD on the shelf? umm.. ill keep that to me 10. If you were another person, would you be friends with YOU? DEFFINATLY... I KICK THE MOST ASS EVER! 11. Are you a daredevil? OH YA 12. Have you ever told someone's secret? unfortunatly ya:( 13. Does $ matter? not really.. at times ya! 14. Have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid? oh ya but if leandra is around its all good cuz she do something stupider then me to make me feel better 15. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? no 16. Do fish have feelings? maybe? 17. Are you trendy? sure why not... I DUNNO! 18. How do you release anger? PUNCH THINGS... scream be sarcastic break stuff throw stuff... whatever 19. Where are your second homes? leaC's house 20. Do you trust others easily? not ne more 21. What was your favorite toy as a child? my cabage patch kid 22. What is your favorite movie? Monty Python and the Holy Grail 23. Do you have a journal? ya 24. Do you use sarcasm? OH YA 25. Have you ever been in a mosh pit? YUP... bad experience there 26. What is your favorite outdoor activity? walking 27. What are your nicknames? OH BOY HERE WE GO...... kelma, kelmahodge, kellzbellz, kell, kell kell, kelamundos, mundos, kellz, killa hodge, hodgey, hodgepodge, and so many more! 28. Would you ever bungee jump? umm i want to but my fear of heights gets in the way. 29. Do you untie your shoes before taking them off? no 30. Do you think you are strong? sometimes... 31. What's your favorite ice cream? chocolate 32. What's your favorite color? green 33. What is your least favorite food? MEXICAN LASINIA 34. How many wisdom teeth do you have? i have no clue 35. Are you in love with anyone? NOT RIGHT NOW THANKFULLY!! love sucks! 36. How many people have a crush on you right now? 0 38. Do you want everyone you send this to, to send it back? ?? sure? 39. What color pants are you wearing? blue jeans 40. What are you listening to right now? 101.1 41. What are the last 4 digits of your home phone number? 4788 or 1779 42. What was the last thing you ate? valentines day hearts 43. If you were a Crayola Crayon, what color would you be? yellow... the brightest in the box 44. How is the weather right now? FREEZING 45. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone? Leandra 46. First thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes 47. Do you like the person who sent this to you? of course 48. How are you today? alive 49. Favorite non-alcoholic drink? 50. Favorite alcoholic drink? bacardi 51. Favorite Sport? dunno anything hott guys play 53. Do you wear contacts? no 54. Your hair color? red..:( for now! hehe 55. Do you watch soap operas? no 56. Favorite month? JUNE 57. What is your favorite food? pizza i guess 58. Favorite show you watch? Law and Order SVU 59. Favorite day of the year? JUNE 22 60. Are you too shy to ask someone out? i dont ask people out i let them come to me!!! lol well accually it depends 61. Scary movies or happy endings? scary movies 62. Summer or winter? summer 63. Hug or kiss? well depending on the person.. but most likely kiss 64. Relationships or one-night stands? relationships 65. Do you want your friends to write back? whatever they wanna do i could care less... BUT IT WOULD BE NICE 66. Who is most likely to respond? no one 67. Who is least likely to respond? everyone 68. Living arrangements? dad and kerry 69. Books you like to read? anything that i can relate to 70. Favorite smells? brownies right out of the microwave 71. Favorite actor? Chad Micheal Murry, Brad Pitt, matt damon 72. Favorite Question? do you have a problem? Open.My.Eyes

SPIN THE BOTTLE [20 Feb 2005|01:07pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Bring Me Down - Pillar ] So I've had quite a bit of fun lately. On Friday I had just about the most fun I have had since I've been home... Next to when i was driven with kt(nothing can top that). Well I was in the cafe because i really didnt want to go to the carnival. LEANDRA ACCUALLY WAITED FOR ME! hahah. well ne ways so i was hanging out with a bunch of leandras friends and some people that i havent seen in the longest time. It really weird seeing how much some people have changed. anyways.. We were deffinatly the craziest people in there. AS USUAL!! We were haven like a love fest or something. lol I havent gotten so many hugs in my life. THEN HOLLY KEPT HUMPING ME!! AHHH Lol Then we decided to play spin the bottle. that was the most hilarious thing ever. it started with like 5 people by the end it was like 20. The entire cafe was around us watching. I kissed so many poeple i think there was only like 1 or 2 people i didnt kiss. The funny thing is that most of the people i kissed were chicks. lol... NO IM NOT BI OR GAY!!! JUST A GAME! but i had a lot of fun the funniest part was when premo kissed mike.... PREMO JUMPED OF MIKE AND THEN KISSED HIM>.... lmao!! the teachers in the cafe were all haven just as much fun watching us as we were playing. lmao!!! it was the best time ever! I WOULD JUST LIKE TO ASK WHO ELSE WOULD DO STUFF LIKE THAT OTHER THEN ME N MY FRIENDS?????lmao oh ya and now i have a wife...Kevin! LMAO!!! i had a kick ass day friday. That night my cousin slept over. We had a lot of fun. We watched Haggard..I LOVE BAM.. and Not another teen movie... that was a lot of fun! We fell asleep half was through Haggard. I SLEPT ON THE DAMN FLOOR!! lol it was really comfty though. The next day we woke up and ate pizza talked to random people online. and I FLIPPED OUT!!! lmao... i would rather not say why ALLISON WE WILL KEEP THAT BETWEEN ME N YOU!! JUST LIKE THE CLOUD ISSUE! lmao!!! Then we went to see Constantine... I loved that movie!!! we hung out at the mall to with leandra for a lil bit. WE SAW THE GAYEST GUY I HAVE EVER SEEN!!! the type of person you only see in the movies. PINK LIPSTICK AND BIG PINK GLASSES AND SPARKLES ON HIS FACE PINK SHIRT! HOLY COW!!! it was insane!! lol. well in other words it was tons of fun... then right b4 allison left we were sitting at the computer and someone was knocking at the door so i went to answer it and NO ONE WAS THERE! HOLY SHIT THAT SCARED THE CRAP OUTTA ME!!!!!!!! it really knocked though there were 4 people in the room who heard it! i think my damn house is haunted!! lmao! i love life right now!! it kicks more ass then anything in the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD EVER SAY THAT!!! well now its sunday and im bored outta my mind as usual nothing to do ever on sundays! -Kelma- Back in the day when nothing really mattered to me I only saw with my eyes what they wanted to see And everything around me seemed to never change Looking for an easy way out, someone to blame Why does it work this way, still today? You wanna take somebody down along the way? But I won't let that one be me, 'cause I don't want the drama it brings See, today isn't "back in the day" anymore I know a little more than I did before So, don't forget before you try bringing me down What goes around always comes back around *this song reminds me of me right now* Open.My.Eyes

Valentines Day SUCKS [14 Feb 2005|07:51pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Green Day - AMerican Idiot ] So when i woke up i knew the day was gunna suck. I hate valentines day! Im not really gunna go into detail about it cuz i really dont want the hole world to know, but I talked to leandra during 5th period in the stair case and talked about our boy troubles. Then my ass hole walks down the stairs and started talking to us.. i tripped him when he was leaving.... it felt pretty good after accually! lol oh well what can i say? then me n leaC hung out 6th period too for a little bit. I ate cake in Dermotts room cuz i was depressed and the only thing that can make me feel better when im depressed cuz of a guy is chocolate! After school i went to leandras house after waiting for a hour or two for a phone call.. of course he never called until AFTER I LEFT!!!!!!!!DAMNIT... lol but i had fun at leaC's i was so proud of her accomplishment she made today on the phone! Lol ill keep that on the DL if she wants people to know shell tell em.... but i will say that she is deffinatly not smarter then a friggen package of meat... she couldnt open it so i told her "well first off you have to smarter then the package of meat" still couldnt do it so she gave it to me and of course i did it! lol Leandra I LOVE YOU!!! heheh Then i went home and that was the end of my night basically... now once again im all alone bored outta my mind missing SOS!!!! lol <3 Kelmuch!! PS LEAC WHERE IS MY ENTRY???? lol 2 Let.Me.Fade ~ Open.My.Eyes

LEA C [13 Feb 2005|07:19pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | anything ] Okay so guess who i hung out with all weekend? yup you guessed right the one and only LEANDRA... the only person i ever hang out with now. DAMN I NEED TO GET A LIFE!SO yesterday we went to the movies and saw HITCH then we went to the mall... of course i had a shitty ass time I mean it is leandra! lol JK JK Then today I went to her neighbors house and for a lil bit.... WE ATE SWISS MISS POWDER!! lol WHO DOES THAT?? ONLY US! it was pretty funny. Then i took the phone and tried to shove it in her ear... LEANDRA YOU KNOW YOU LIKED IT!!! then i hugged her dog and it cried!! :( i didnt squeeze him that hard... maybe he just doesnt like me??? lol Then i Drooled on myself! BUTTTTTTTTT LEANDRA DROPPED HER GUM DOWN HER SHIRT! lmao.... no matter how stupid i act you can always pull something stupider off... EVEN PLAYING POOL! I WON!!!! LMAO and you suck! lol but you know i love you any ways.... well this was totally deticated to the one and the only LEANDRA CHARETTE!!! with all the love in the world from KEMUCH or KEL's A BITCH! lmao i love you 2 Let.Me.Fade ~ Open.My.Eyes

stupid stuff cuz im bored! [04 Feb 2005|04:26pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | anything that sounds good ] Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan Your name is... Your kiss is... mysterious Your hugs are... gentle Your eyes... burn into my heart Your touch is... awakening my heart Your smell is... beautiful Your smile is... hypnotising Your love is... eternal Quiz created with MemeGen! Random Gravitation PWP Muse by anahita Your Name Gender Seme Tohma Uke Ryuichi Location In a bathtub Catalyst Alcohol Quiz created with MemeGen! What Makes You Sexy? by eva71 Name/NickName Gender Sexy Body Part Is Your Hair Special Talents Are Giving The Rub Down Quiz created with MemeGen! Would anyone want to bang you? by phobia Name: Favorite Food: Wants to Bang you: This many times: 191 Quiz created with MemeGen! WEIRD!!!!! well i will have to make sure i stay away from anyone who looks like him.. lol Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer Your first full name Your personality rates a 9 your best quality is youre pretty inside and out your worst quality is youre too sweet this is because youre unique Quiz created with MemeGen! i dont think i needed this quiz to figure that out! hahaha What do people really think about you? by Raven319 Name Age favorite song Parents think You're an angel Strangers think You're smart Friends think You need a fuck buddy Quiz created with MemeGen! interesting....... Your Stripper Info by radioface first name age Stripper Name: Charity Specialty: climbing the pole Customers say: "I think i love you..." Quiz created with MemeGen! well didnt we already know that??? lol jkjk.. LEANDRA I TOLD YOU TO GET OFF MY DAMN CORNER!! LMAO What is a good quote for you? by grlinterupted Name Color Say what?? "Every time I go to the doctors I get a jacket, a straight one. It makes me feel special because I get to hug myself." Quiz created with MemeGen! HAHAHAHAHAAH 3 Let.Me.Fade ~ Open.My.Eyes

LEMME TELL YOU...YOU HAVE NO IDEA......HUMMMH*funny face* [02 Feb 2005|07:40pm] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | mockingbird- Eminem ] Well today has been pretty kick ass! i had a boring day in school then when i got off the bus everything turned around. I hear a LOUD horn right bhind me im like WHAT THE HELL... IT WAS F'ING KATIE!!! so i ran into my house put my stuff away and jumped in the car! (I DIDNT REALIZE WHAT I WAS GETTING MYSELF INTO) So me n kate drove around for ever!!! We fooled around and almost got into so many car accidents then we went and picked up LEANDRA and that was kick ass too.. We saw some hott guys and were following them then kate stepped on the gas and passed them... then we did it again to an old lady then we almost friggen hit this red car that was really ugly anyway..but that scared the shit outta us then we went to fall brook and sat there for a while. That was sooooooooo funnny! MAN WHAT PEOPLE DO IN FALL BROOK PARKING LOT... LOL KT! SO then we went and got food which was kcik ass we went to TACO BELL!!!!!! they have awesome tacos!! O MAN KT THANKS FOR A KICK ASS DAY!!!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND NOW I MEMBER WHY I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!! YOULL ALWAYS BE MY BEST FRIEND AND I LOVE YOU MORE THEN ANYTHING!!!!!! OH YA YOU TOO LEAC!!!!! DONT FORGET IT BOTH OF YOU... YOU GUYS ROCK MY WORLD TO THE MAX!!!!!! <3always and a tid bit longer..... KeLmA Open.My.Eyes

PLEASE DO THIS.....................NOW [01 Feb 2005|04:56pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | GREEN DAY ] So everyone who reads this must fill this out cuz ima curious person!! please do this for me!!! lol love ya all Would You - Go out with me? - Give me your number? - Let me kiss you? - Watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one? - Let me take you out to dinner? - Drive me for once because I always drive? - Be my boyfriend/girlfriend? - Have a fling with me? - Listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends? - Buy me a drink like a Sobe or soda? - Take me home for the night? - Would you let me sleep in your bed? - Sing car karaoke with me? - Sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone? - Re-post this for me to answer your questions? - Give me a piggyback ride? - Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? Do you's 1. Do you think I'm cute? 2. Do you want to kiss me? 3. Do you want to cuddle with me? 4. Do you want to hook up with me? Are we's 1. Are we acquaintances? 2. Are we friends? 3. Are we hook ups? 4. Are we in a relationship? Am I's 1. Am I smart? 2. Am I cute? 3. Am I funny? 4. Am I cool? 5. Am I the most brilliant person ever? Have you ever? 1. Have you ever thought about me? 2. Have you ever thought there might be an "us"? 3. Have you ever thought about hooking up with me? 4. Have you ever found yourself wanting a kiss from me? 5. Have you ever wished I were there? Are you's 1. Are you done with this survey? 2. Are you happy you know me? 3. Are you mad at me? 4. Are you thinking about me? 5. Are you going to repost this so that I will return the favor? 1 Let.Me.Fade ~ Open.My.Eyes

my kick ass weekend [31 Jan 2005|01:44pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | Demolition lovers- My Chemical Romance ] So this weekend has been so awesome. I had something to do just about every five seconds. Friday Leandra came over my moms house for a couple hours and we had tons of fun then Renee came over and ate PIZZA! that was pretty kick ass. I eat so f'ing fast!!! lol... Then we went to the mall and bought nothing but a $5 drink for julius. MINE WAS BETTER! lol. it was pretty fun... Saturday I went out dancing with my auntie laurie and uncle joe. That was tons of fun cuz i got to learn new dances and new moves to some I already new. the instructer taught me how to do the basic to the hustle and i cought on wicked quick and b4 you knew it he was doing all these crazy moves that i didnt really understand how i was moving the way. it was a lot of fun. When i got home i called leandra then me n leandra hung out we went to the movies and saw HIDE and SEEK! i loved that movie.... HEY LEANDRA LEMME TELL YOU....YOU HAVE NO IDEA HMMH! lmao! kid i love you so much! Im always here for you no matter what the situation! We are deffinatly connected at the hip i cant believe they share a friggen brain.. Oh man oh man oh man what are we gunna do with them. let along them what are we gunna do with ourselves. OH BOY... we are screw!! hey leandra when are we gunna screw man? lol PEOPLE ARE GUNNA THINK WE ARE LEZBOS!! oh man kid we have no life..... lol Well i should proablly get back on track with my weekend huh... lol well then i slept over leandras house! We talked to her friggen boyfriend until midnight then talked about him and the kid i like till 6am! YA I WAS TIRED. Sunday Mike took me n LEandra flying in his plane and when we were comen back from New Hampshire and flying over her house we saw her sister then SHE BARFED!!!! it was so sad yet so funny. the first person to do that in his plane. HAHA only you leandra!!! Ya so that was my kick ass weekend. I had a ton of fun... now im back today school....Midterms today sucked. I found out that i got a 60% on my geo. midterm and thats the one they are counting!! DANDY!!! oh well what can i Do huh? IM OUT LOVE PEACE N CHICKEN GREASE!!!! lol LEANDRA KELMA 2 Let.Me.Fade ~ Open.My.Eyes

trying to get a life [28 Jan 2005|04:17pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | the Iowa CD SLIPKNOT!!!! ] so ya here i am alone.. Its Friday and im alone. Well I probally shouldnt be complaining cuz i gut lucky! My leandra came over and we had a pretty kick ass time. I missed hangen out with her. She makes me laugh. Now soon im gunna be hangen out with the one and the only RENEE!! I am so excited i haven't hung out with her in a long time. I always have a lot of fun with her. well im izout! peace home dawgs! 2 Let.Me.Fade ~ Open.My.Eyes

Im shitty [26 Jan 2005|08:28pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Finger Eleven - Therapy ] Well.. things have been really hard to deal with. I really miss my friends from Ivy Ridge. I had someone there every second to talk to! Here I dont have many options. Its really hard to deal with. I keep getting talk from my parents saying if you screw up then your done here.. I hate living here. I am have a ton of trouble. I like this kid and he's gut a gf. I care about him a lot yet i really dont want to because it just hurts to feel the way i do about him and know that right now there is no way i can be with him...WHAT DO I DO!!! I dont know dont mind me I need suggestions so i leave it!!! Open.My.Eyes

LORD SAVE ME!!! [23 Jan 2005|09:53am] [ mood | touched ] Okay well my sister's friend slept over last night and i am sitting here listening to them scream at the top of their lungs how awesome friggen cheerleaders are! AHHHH! i swear I think this is the most annoying thing i have ever heard in my life....someone save me from this agony! Anyway.. so things have been pretty good! My first day of school was tuesday and it was very interesting. I was scared shitless at first. I didnt want to see people. I dont know why it made me so nervious. It was pretty cool though when people started flipping out when they saw me. It was very amuzing. I dunno im just happy to be home! IAN- Hey hun! I am so happy that your still here for me. I cant wait till you come down for the weekend it will kick major ass! I dont know what I would do with out you. Your my big bro, and i never met anyone else that could make me me laugh like you so!!!!! thank you so much for just being you and helping me whenever i have needed it since i have been home!!!! I love you kiddo Open.My.Eyes

Im finally home~ [21 Jan 2005|02:55pm] [ mood | grateful ] [ music | Green Day ] So up im back.. It had been a long year but i finally made it. although i didnt graduate the friggen hell house i was in i learned a lot. I am a much happier person now and i enjoy being me. although i still can be the bitch i used to be! hehe.... Im just wicked happy to be home! i missed everyone so much and its awesome to see everyone again!! Open.My.Eyes

hummmm [28 Dec 2003|09:07pm] [ mood | mixed up ] [ music | mushroomhead *the hole NEW cd* ] so much stuff has been going on. I thought i was gunna leave today but i guess not! thank god!!! Yesterday i ran away from home cuz everyone made it sound like they didnt like me or want me around so i just left. took the wiked long route to the mall! OUCH!!!! im in soooooo much pain now... lol never again never again! its okay though me n Leandra had loads of fun there! so that makes it all better! so ya now im supose to be leaven for this school sometime next week. I dont know when. I dont really wanna be picked up put in handcuffs and taken a away that badly you know? Ya and if you want me to write you you bnetter give me your address soon cuz i dunno they could call ne time! oh well much love to ya all and you al know as soon as i can write i will!!! Im gunna miss you i dont know when the next time is that im gunna be able to write in this cuz im busy all the time now....oh well so if i dont then i love you and bye bye!!!!! 6 Let.Me.Fade ~ Open.My.Eyes

FILL THIS SHIT OUT.... PLEASE??? [22 Dec 2003|04:20pm] 1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 2. Am I loveable? 3. How long have you known me? 4. When and how did we first meet? 5. What was your first impression? 6. Do you still think that way about me now? 7. What do you think my weakness is? 8. Do you think I'll get married? 9. What makes me happy? 10. What makes me sad? 11. What reminds you of me? 12. If you could give me anything what would it be? 13. How well do you know me? 14. When's the last time you saw me? 15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 16. Do you think I could kill someone? 17. Describe me in one word. 18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same? 19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? 20. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you? 5 Let.Me.Fade ~ Open.My.Eyes

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